I'm 17 years old. Currently living my last year as a...'teenager'. Before becoming an 'adult'. I would say blame my hormones and my mood swings on my depression. Or being a teenage girl. I'm the type of person who believes that you control your fate. Your destiny. That it doesn't just happen. There are no such things as mistakes, just learning experiences. Our actions and words get us into whatever trouble. Call me what you want. Pathetic. Druggie. Loser. Attention seeker. What have you. We are all allowed to have opinions. The thing is, to make it hurt, get your facts straight. Maybe it'll burn that way.
"It's like there are seven candles lit in my stomach. One, two, three, four, five, six, seven. Seven candles burning and smoking - lit - seven flames of doubt, fear, sorrow, pain, waste, hopelessness, despair. They turn my insides black with soot and ash." Nic Sheff.